Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah, and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surah Ar-Ra’d [The Thunder], Verse 28
expressing my feeling in the blog wasn't my 1st choice.i'd rather keep something by myself.but today..sumtin is blocking my mind.it started from the last nite.ignoring her.owh.my concsious mind keep telling "gurl..ignore that feelin..move..!..".yeah.exam.the best reason to persuade myself to focus on study.keep revising literature till the end.sumtin that i rarely do now becomes my priority.that is STUDY.maybe that is what pple call as HIKMAH.not spoken to anyone.endure it calmly.enter the exam hall.pretending like nothin had happened.answer the question.eatin.laughin.smilin.but then.she started again.juz one word.but enough to make me..have that feelin again.what??what's da matter??am i dat sucks??arrggghhhhhhhhhhhh
a frIEnd said.."gurl,mybe u juz think it wrongly.mybe she does not mean it like that..".oh really??like what??any example??..am i...a negative thinker??was it my fault..to believe someone that i called FRIEND??was it my fault to share sumtin with someone that i called FRIEND??was it my fault to be FRIEND with her??answer me..was all that MY FAULT?????? maybe...
i'd tried to be nice to everybody.even it's hard,i've tried..n now still tryin.ignoring my own hurt feelin..i accept everything..with an intention to preserve sumtin that is so precious to me..dat what i called as FRIENDSHIP...even it is hurt..i will still hold on this principle..jaga hati kawan~ tapi..hati sendiri???..........may GOD bless all of us..
