Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah, and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surah Ar-Ra’d [The Thunder], Verse 28
life is getting tougher and i'm totally lost rite now~~~
a lot of probs start to pop up.it really messed me up.why did i'm getting weaker now??i thought..it will always be a sunny day..but the rain is suddenly falls..n i didn't bring my umbrella.................
you.i didn't meant to talk like that.i'm a secretive person.that i admit.i don't like to reveal my emotions.when i say that..u care too much..i want you to know that i really appreciate it.i starts to feel the feeling.and i like the feeling.u are so nice to me...i want u to know that..i'm very happy when u always take care on me.n i want that to be last ever..but i'm afraid to admit that..i......u....i'm just too afraid.i'm afraid to give hope.i'm afraid to have that feelin again.i'm afraid if u leave me.i'm afraid if one day there will be nobody that will care for me again.i'm afraid to say that....that....i'm just too afraid...
-i fake my smile when i'm feelin sad- -i went to bath when i want to cry- -i eats a lot when i feel lonely- -i sing loudly if i get stressed- -i went to bed when i have problems- and -i pretend to be ok even it is not-
