i sit on that porch
thinking for the future
how's it gonna be
coz i will never know

i look up to the sky
counting the stars
the moon is smiling
as it knows i am watching

i stand beside that balcony
watching the hectic
people was everywhere
there is something to bare

i look out my window
only the same view
it was dull and gloomy
nothing much to see

i go around the lake
sight seeing everything
nature is beautiful indeed
as for me to appreciate it

i kneel on that beautiful mat
seeking forgiveness every minutes
as my sins were lots
and my behaviour so bad

i watch in that mirror
and see the reflection
image can shadows you
true identity will never know

i stare to the ceiling
self comfort myself
as i am a big girl
that can shake the world

i lay down on my bed
self reminder every night
as i am only a human
that gonna die anytime...


.u fell down.
.and it hurts.
but
.stand quickly.
and
.dont give up.
just
.keep walking.




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