Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah, and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surah Ar-Ra’d [The Thunder], Verse 28
i guess i will never understand man. what's actually in their mind; what's in their soul; what's actually that they want. i befriend with less man in life. hey. bukan sombong; tapi segan. dan tak biasa. i won't talk if they don't talk to me. even my siblings mostly girls. i don't have big brother to chit-chat-about man things. i just have little brother that still under my control. mereka pon macam still malu-malu kucing nak cerita hal-hal maskulin dengan aku. aigoo. in simple thought, i don't really attached to boys. blame me if i'm sarcastically being prejudize to them. i heard lots of story about man. and i saw various kind of boys in my life. how some is good. and maybe most of them can't be trusted. why? for lots of reasons. i do have boys - friends during childhood. we played together. main guli. main badminton. main polis-polis-thing. main basikal. ya. that childhood-dunia-macam-kami-yang-punya moments. they were our neighbours. but then. now when we are already big enough; things get awkward. pandang pon tak lagikan nak bercakap kan. i don't know how things changed so fast.
but then i found with this gentleman. he is cute-funny-kind-hearted guy. we do have same little interests. and i dont feel awkward with him. for the first time i have in mind that not all man are bad. they are just a complex-creature that like to be pampered. betul ke? ;p they are hard to be understand because they don't want to. they tends to keep something just for themselves. they are caring. but they don't want to show it. they want people seeing them as a strong-fierce-maskulin guy that is matured enough. and most agreed. they are actually sensitive. really. to sum it all. man are really unique. take time. learn. and understand them. peace. :)
p/s : i like boys. they smell fresh. and lively. :p
