Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah, and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surah Ar-Ra’d [The Thunder], Verse 28
that's the best that i can do. at least for this moment. haven't write for almost four years. how far can i expect? short and mean. i have never planned to write it that way. supposedly the essay was about something else. i have already pick a title; 'belon buih'. but it didn't work out. and it ends to be 'terang cahaya si kelip-kelip?'. what a title. the hands just move. words by words being typed. thoughtful issues. realization. any relation with real life? ask the writer.
i never doubt bahasa melayu was hard. i never agreed that english was easy too. when it comes to language, ask shakespeare and a.samad said. they understand well. phonology, linguistic, morphology and what-so-logy-more. hey! language is much much much harder than add math ok. at least math have formulae. science is facts. but language is bout logical. self thinker. mana sama pemikiran usman awang dengan a.samad said kan? millions of poems around the world. you cant mark it right or wrong. they're subjective. darwin's theory pon kalah beb.
