it has been two years since i'm here. dan aku mengaku. as time passed by, aku jadi makin bosan. malas untuk buat assignment secara jujurnya. dan. dan entah. entah kenapa. humdrum routines kills me. no fills. no thrills. dan itu dari sudut negatifnya. then when i sit alone, revise the past and present. it is much better today actually. who knows? i might find my true self here? who knows you can find the calamity here? and who are we to judge our life since Allah has already set the path. and if you always put 'IF' in everything, life won't moves on. you will stuck in a situation where you might regret and thinking of a possibility that will never happens. whether you accept the life. or life won't accept you. accept. yes. accept. that is the last word that i heard from him/her. to accept is not easy. siapa kata severus suka bila lily potter kawin dengan orang lain? tapi he must accept the fact. ok, dah lari tajuk. back to him/her. eh no. back to acceptance. yes. he/she teach me how to accept. accept. accept...maybe. ok. i'm stuck rite here. no more idea.  ~ 

not every single things need to be voiced out. menghormati dan memahami itu lebih besar ertinya. for silence is my way to think back of all my deed. it's not that i'm la-di-da. i'm just giving a time for myself to betulkan diri balik.

p/s : we all have our own stories that we will never tell anybody.