Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah, and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
Surah Ar-Ra’d [The Thunder], Verse 28
hardly saying, it is just another day of the process ignoring the memories. though it wasn't simple as biting a snack yet it is better than starving. for a whole, i guess you should realize that apologizing doesn't kill your talent. yes i just manipulate the already available idiom. so what kan? hey, kawan menangis mana nak cari. kawan ketawa memang bersepah tepi jalan tu. at first i thought by deactivated the fb account it will help me to gain at least my peaceful life back. but by a deep thought i kept thinking that it wasn't a solution. it is just a slight way of stupid escapism that i put on myself. what to care when those people don't actually really care? and does it fair enough when i'm trying hardly to lock up myself from the outside world while those people laughing crazily like what the heck had happened? damn.
trust takes years to build but can be broken just in a split second. mom says never believe to strangers. i guess i should hold back the principle. so to any strangers, sorry if i'm acting dumb cause i still don't believe you.
p/s : are you really smiling? cause i don't see any sparkles in your eyes.
