so, how's life ? sweet pie or sour plum ? whatever it is, never complains. one thing i've learned in life is giving out and never think of getting any back. expect nothing to the end. and by that you will be tough enough to handle your own emotions. relying onto someone will make you lost hope when that particular person left you or die but relying onto Allah will never dissapoint you. so keep your faith to Allah as He knows what is the best for you. 

life still goes on even at one time you are thinking of stopping it. too many problems. too much tests. and i try to swim to the side so i wont slipped away. till one point what you need is only being alone with your Creator and pray for the best in everything. Allah will never test you with something that you can't bear with it. keep that in mind. as for that, put on a smile and say Alhamdulillah for everything. Alhamdulillah that we're still alive. Alhamdulillah that we still can do our ibadah. Alhamdulillah that we are given tests by Him as that means He still loves us and want us to reflect back to all our sins and keep repenting. isn't that great enough? 

days getting hectics with bunch of assignments arrived, sort of college activities that need full commitments and sorta others. glad enough to say that i've my friends all stay beside me in this stressful time. hanging out,sweet talking, eating out, movies, shopping, picturing and etc. so, are that the only things what girls can do ? haha. no no. that's what we are 'girls' commonly do. well, it is exciting actually. ouh, it is girls' stuffs. men wont get it. haha. :)

by that, keep smiling peers. Allah is always with you! salam.