Blocked mind, sour smile, unfocused attention, curled eyebrows, with no other choices, she took a decision and wrote it away. The question was not too long though, but required a very critical highest thinking level.  Despite of her writing, she still considering whether the answers were right or wrong. She seemed like want to change her direction by choosing the other question but a sudden announcement by the lecturer shocked her. She thought the duration spent for the paper was three hours but not. It was just merely two hours and a half. With the shorter clock needle is pointing at four and the long one is pointing at number seven, she got panicked and it drove away her attention. She still not write the second essay and there were still a lot of unsolved structured questions that she left behind in order to complete the essays first. 

She got panicked again. She immediately planned out the essay. She has mix ideas that crossed linked with each other, ugly handwriting with miserable grammar structures until she cannot defined which part of tenses to be used. Everything suddenly turned haywire. She just write,write and write non stop. She doesn't care anymore whether the answers were right or wrong. She just aimed to finish up the paper without leaving any blank. The fingers just danced following the mind's rhythms. And finally right away at five o'clock, she stopped. The examiners collect the paper and what she hoped for right after that just to pass the paper. She grinned and walked away. Nobody knows what was lingering in her head. She pretended to be okay though her heart feels like want to burst thinking of that paper, again and again. And it seems like maybe it will take long way down to take the curiosity out of her mind. Not until the whole exam is finish. And she can sleep well after that. Forgetting all the exam freak. 

She feels really lost after that paper. Her ideas seem stuck in her head. She cannot focus on her revision. She cannot decide what to be write during the exam after this. She hates it when she conscious too much about the past. She reluctant to think but she can't afford not to think. So she turned to sleep over the limit, she play games until tired, she got shattered all around and she tried to make herself busy. She got mixed up everything. She needs to put more effort to get everything back to normal. She needs motivation. And a bit of refreshment. And entertainment. And most important, she needs to open the book and continue study again. Hopefully everything will run smoothly after this. 

# She just want to end up all this.