there's one lesson i've learnt; don't force people. there's this one habit of mine of pleasing people, afraid that i might hurt others. but for how far the limits that i draw, seems like i still hurt others anyways, even the unintended ones. maybe i'm too eager to fulfill my own wish until not considered other's feeling and abandoned them. maybe i'm too responsive and forcing them. maybe i just too selfish..there's still one more lesson; don't depend on others. stand on your own feet. i guess the word 'friendship' is so complicated to be defined by me. i see the bond behind the label as so pure and priceless. that makes me wanna do anything to anyone who gain the tag with me. as i don't completely bear with the consequences to myself, i never thought it will turn up this way. why did people always look at the bad side of themselves rather than giving opportunity to it? i always have this confidence that....forget it. as long you are a friend to me, i don't care whether you are rich or poor, i don't mind if you are beautiful or ugly, i don't count if you are clever or dumb, come rain or shine, friend is friend. ans with that, i'm sorry.

standing by the window

waiting for the shooting stars

how hard i protect my soul

there are still scars

roses are red

violet are blue

sometimes i feels bad

it's better just to go through

eiydz,25102012

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meanwhile,this is such a beautiful poem from a blogger that i've found. AA.

Bear with me

I want to thank you in advance

For your willingness to take me

As your friend, giving me a chance